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暴:糟蹋、损害;弃:鄙弃。自己瞧不起自己,甘于落后或堕落。
[be backward and have no urge to make progress;abandon oneself to despair;give oneself up as hopeless] 自暴,犹言自害;自弃,不求上进。指不求上进,甘心落后